Ah, and there it is again, Life hit me in the face!

Hmm, Good morning.... breathing- yes...I am blessed...
But everyone is entitled to a bad day or a string of bad days, right. Is that normal? I am the counseling student who needs to be counseled, immediately or more like yesterday.

I just need to vent for a minute. Just a minute. Breathe and don't cry. Who am I kidding? Me, not cry..more like, Breathe, don't cry too much.

I have been a doormat all my life and it continues into my adulthood. I have been lied to, hurt, and walked all over and I have to do something about it.
I don't feel that I get credit for anything. I am afraid that no one even knows I exist. I have felt like this before, so alone, like nothing I do will amount to much.

I wanted to be more than that.